(Say it aint so) [27 Apr 2006|03:50pm] I'm having a weird week. I am happy and excited I finally signed up for UCSD!!! The one I love most keeps hurting me, I don't like crying much at all.

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [01 Oct 2005|06:59pm] Do you ever feel like you just can't be happy for yourself, or like yourself? Or that its never enough?

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [31 Aug 2005|09:07pm] Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah I think that I might break I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [08 Aug 2005|12:20pm] [ music | NIN ] Ya I am already reflecting on summer, but its not over yet (o god!!!). Some parts of the summer have been slow and kinda shnna but other parts have been wonderful and I have had great experiences this summer. How is everyones summer?

(Say it aint so) [31 Jul 2005|09:56pm] Hours go by too quickly and days too slowly and years too quickly. Why do we invest in tv? Is it easier to invest in lives that aren't our own or even real? Is it easier to care?

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [09 Jul 2005|09:44pm] Off to UCSD all will be missed!!! NEW IPOD MY BIRTHDAY IS JULY 14TH YAYAY

(4 ♥ Say it aint so) this is dumb but uh ya i need cheering up [29 Jun 2005|12:58pm] Leave a word that 4 some reason u think suits me or describes me. Or better yet leave any memory good or bad. or even a quote or lyric

(1 ♥ Say it aint so) [18 Jun 2005|11:45pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | in you honor-foo fighters ] My love is leaving tmmrw for 2 weeks and i will miss him so much and it wouldnt be so hard if i didnt love him so much.

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [19 Apr 2005|09:20pm] [ mood | Hole-y ] I GOT MY EARS PIERCED!!!!

(4 ♥ Say it aint so) Ok I know it took forever, but.... [02 Apr 2005|10:32pm] [ mood | happy, happy, happy!!! ] I PASSED MY PERMIT TEST!!!!!!!!!!

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [31 Mar 2005|09:18pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Foo fighters ] Things that bug me about myself: i cant eat w/o getting food on myself, my stomach, feeling ugly, my nervousness, my guilt, caring to much, not being able to shave my legs w/o cutting, brusie like a peach, my lack of spelling skills, eating spelt not wheat, diet crazy, perfectionist, being tough, being dumb, being smart, no knowing wat 2 do with my hands, my smile, my laugh, my hair, my openess, my whining, my aches and pains, my grudeges, my forgivness, my weakness for fired food Things that r ok about me: Being tough, making my friends laugh, my white shoes, my love of furit, my friends, my socks, my blue room, my wrists, my nicknames, my nicknames 4 ppl, having my looks and personality not match, my short nails, the skirt i made, my bad dancing, my loves, motor footing, my love of plaid and all patterns, some of my taste in music, how i can sometimes be in a crisis, my openess thats all i know, u can add some if u want I just got back from san diego and there were butterflys everywhere, i turly love it there...

(Say it aint so) [30 Mar 2005|12:55pm] [ mood | Sunny ] [ music | Jaws Theme Swimming-Brand New ] i miss summer, i miss the beach, del mar, hugh and juliette, the pool, the 4th of July, Bo, i dont miss shorts that much, my birthday, the cun, ice cream, warm nights, fireworks, hot dogs, watermelon polo, the smell of sunscreen, and oodles more Whats every1 doin this summer?

(Say it aint so) Don't deny it y'all im hella gansta lol [28 Mar 2005|03:36pm] Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn What is yo name? Yo gangsta name be Honeyfresh You ride around in a 2004 BMW 530 Yo gang The Meatloaf Pummelers Yo shoes be Vans Yo dubs be dis big, fool 2,268 How much money you got? $1.67590066952985e+26 How gangsta are you, bitch?: 34% Quiz created with MemeGen!

(6 ♥ Say it aint so) Way to go smart one lol [17 Mar 2005|07:44pm] [ mood | bruised/burned ] [ music | 90's crap ] Ok so this week, I have manged to burn my face with a curling iron, throw a ball in the air and have it hit my eye, when i was cooking the pan suddenly caught on fire, and to get bleach on many of my clothes, i am hoping this is a sign of clums-ness and not stupidity. Oye what a shlamel! Comment w/ something that will make me go yay. Happy St. Patty's!

(Say it aint so) [08 Mar 2005|08:32pm] [ music | Alanis Morissette- What I Really Want ] Do I stress you out My sweater is on backwards and inside out And you say how appropriate I don't want to dissect everything today I don't mean to pick you apart you see But I can't help it There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off Slap me with a splintered ruler And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already If only I could hunt the hunter And all I really want is some patience A way to calm the angry voice And all I really want is deliverance Do I wear you out You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out

(6 ♥ Say it aint so) Soo dumb and i soo stole this [08 Feb 2005|07:29pm] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression of me? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Have we ever had sex? 33. Do you miss me? 34. Do you think i miss you?

(Say it aint so) [01 Feb 2005|09:32pm] Haha, seriously direct quote from Yahoo Headlines: • England cleaner but London remains dirty

(2 ♥ Say it aint so) [29 Jan 2005|12:06pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Fall back down-Rancid ] ya i know, im so orginal lol: I ______ Julia. Julia is _______. Julia thinks a lot about _______. When I think of _________, I think of Julia. If I were alone in a room with Julia, I'd _______. I want to ______ Julia. Julia, _____. Memories of Julia are _____. Julia can be _____. The best thing about Julia is _____. I am ________ with Julia. If I could describe Julia in a word: _______ If I had to say one thing to Julia, it would be ______.

(Say it aint so) [26 Jan 2005|06:52pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Sour Girl-Stone Temple Pilots (so good) ] We could all use some lovin', self included.

(1 ♥ Say it aint so) [24 Jan 2005|07:14pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | Supersition-Stevie Wonder ] Hw "But its you I feel into."--The foo foo fighters Leave a part of a song or a quote or saying that reminds me of u and i will try to leave one that reminds me of u.

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