Sweet you rock

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 22:51:15 GMT

I'm having a weird week. I am happy and excited I finally signed up for UCSD!!!

The one I love most keeps hurting me, I don't like crying much at all.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:00:27 GMT

Do you ever feel like you just can't be happy for yourself, or like yourself? Or that its never enough?

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 04:07:26 GMT

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 19:22:12 GMT

Ya I am already reflecting on summer, but its not over yet (o god!!!). Some parts of the summer have been slow and kinda shnna but other parts have been wonderful and I have had great experiences this summer. How is everyones summer?

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 05:05:26 GMT

Hours go by too quickly and days too slowly and years too quickly.

Why do we invest in tv? Is it easier to invest in lives that aren't our own or even real? Is it easier to care?

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 04:47:20 GMT

Off to UCSD all will be missed!!!
NEW IPOD

MY BIRTHDAY IS JULY 14TH YAYAY

this is dumb but uh ya i need cheering up

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 19:58:56 GMT

Leave a word that 4 some reason u think suits me or describes me. Or better yet leave any memory good or bad. or even a quote or lyric

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 07:04:44 GMT

My love is leaving tmmrw for 2 weeks and i will miss him so much and it wouldnt be so hard if i didnt love him so much.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 04:21:24 GMT

I GOT MY EARS PIERCED!!!!

Ok I know it took forever, but....

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 06:33:11 GMT

I PASSED MY PERMIT TEST!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 05:28:57 GMT

Things that bug me about myself: i cant eat w/o getting food on myself, my stomach, feeling ugly, my nervousness, my guilt, caring to much, not being able to shave my legs w/o cutting, brusie like a peach, my lack of spelling skills, eating spelt not wheat, diet crazy, perfectionist, being tough, being dumb, being smart, no knowing wat 2 do with my hands, my smile, my laugh, my hair, my openess, my whining, my aches and pains, my grudeges, my forgivness, my weakness for fired food

Things that r ok about me: Being tough, making my friends laugh, my white shoes, my love of furit, my friends, my socks, my blue room, my wrists, my nicknames, my nicknames 4 ppl, having my looks and personality not match, my short nails, the skirt i made, my bad dancing, my loves, motor footing, my love of plaid and all patterns, some of my taste in music, how i can sometimes be in a crisis, my openess

thats all i know, u can add some if u want

I just got back from san diego and there were butterflys everywhere, i turly love it there...

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 21:01:15 GMT

i miss summer, i miss the beach, del mar, hugh and juliette, the pool, the 4th of July, Bo, i dont miss shorts that much, my birthday, the cun, ice cream, warm nights, fireworks, hot dogs, watermelon polo, the smell of sunscreen, and oodles more

Whats every1 doin this summer?

Don't deny it y'all im hella gansta lol

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 23:37:05 GMT

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn

What is yo name?

Yo gangsta name be

Honeyfresh

You ride around in a

2004 BMW 530

Yo gang

The Meatloaf Pummelers

Yo shoes be

Vans

Yo dubs be dis big, fool

2,268

How much money you got?

$1.67590066952985e+26

How gangsta are you, bitch?: 34%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Way to go smart one lol

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:47:00 GMT

Ok so this week, I have manged to burn my face with a curling iron, throw a ball in the air and have it hit my eye, when i was cooking the pan suddenly caught on fire, and to get bleach on many of my clothes, i am hoping this is a sign of clums-ness and not stupidity. Oye what a shlamel!
Comment w/ something that will make me go yay.
Happy St. Patty's!

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 04:33:19 GMT

Do I stress you out
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter

And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance

Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out

Soo dumb and i soo stole this

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:29:42 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression of me?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 05:32:49 GMT

Haha, seriously direct quote from Yahoo Headlines:

• England cleaner but London remains dirty

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 20:08:48 GMT

ya i know, im so orginal lol:

I ______ Julia.
Julia is _______.
Julia thinks a lot about _______.
When I think of _________, I think of Julia.
If I were alone in a room with Julia, I'd _______.
I want to ______ Julia.
Julia, _____.
Memories of Julia are _____.
Julia can be _____.
The best thing about Julia is _____.
I am ________ with Julia.
If I could describe Julia in a word: _______
If I had to say one thing to Julia, it would be ______.

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 02:53:28 GMT

We could all use some lovin', self included.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:15:59 GMT

Hw "But its you I feel into."--The foo foo fighters
Leave a part of a song or a quote or saying that reminds me of u and i will try to leave one that reminds me of u.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 22:51:38 GMT

Omg who misses crappy 90's pop? I DOOOOOoooo like spice girls (100% talent), blind melon, britney spear, n sync, soul decision, des'ree, TLC, Vitaman C, Christina Aguilera, Macy Gray.

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 04:53:56 GMT

I think when people 1st see me they think im ok, then when they get to know me they dont like, but when they really get to know me they really like me. I am feeling sooooo much betta, sorry about the depressing entry be4, and thanks to all my friends i love dearly and helped me through it!!! Sammy and my boo espically, u guys said some of the nicest things! this 14 year old kid keeps hinting on me, i blame steven he "sold" me to him for a quater...A QUATER??? O come on at least a dollar lol!
Oooo i know its one of those stupid livejournal thing, but POST ONE WORD THAT REMINDS YOU OF ME OR U THINK DESCRIBES DESCRIBES ME

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 01:01:30 GMT

I am having a really fugly day, like I feel dumb, ugly, and that i have the worst personality. I felt this bad in a while, i feel like girls who throw themselves at guys get the attention, and im not like that, not even close, so no guys look at me or even notice me.

Ok i dont realli like this song or the artist too much, but i dunno:
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

Chorus

But you'll just tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

Chorus
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

I am mess when it comes to guys, i am not asking 4 sympathy or anythin like that, but just to understand, and to c i am just not whining.

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 02:40:15 GMT

I know this songs been out for a while but i am slow, anyways it's really pretty:
100 Years

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15… there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15…there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live…

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15… there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15… I'm all right with you
15… there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live…

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15… there's still time for you
22… I feel her too
33… you’re on your way
Every Day's a new Day

15… there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15… there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 04:13:23 GMT

Ok this song doesnt have meaning to me, but i like it!! Have any of y' all heard of it be4?

Wasting My Life - The Hippos

Something in the way she never looks my way
I'm in love
I'm in love
Something in the way she doesn't hear a word I say
I'm in love
I'm in love

But people say we're not the same
She's out of my league I'm insane
Am I wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
Is it true
am I wasting my life on you

So tell me it's not true
oohwheeoo

Something in the way she looked at me today
I'm in love
I'm in love
Something in the way she says for me to get away
I'm in love
I'm in love

But people say we're not the same
She's out of my league I'm insane

Am I wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
Is it true
am I wasting my life on you
so tell me it's not true
oohwheeoo
yeah

wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
Is it true
Am I wasting my life on..
wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
wasting my life
waiting for you,
Is it true,
Am I wasting my life on...
You
On You